“If your definition of mind and life means having a physical form that can move like you
and I, the answer is no. But if mind and life here mean self-awareness, thoughts, the
ability to communicate and interact with other thoughts, then she certainly does,” he
answered.

“Then I can converse with her,” I asked.

“Yes, go ahead,” he replied.

“Hello… my name is Tim. May I have your permission to visit your place?” I greeted, not
knowing how to communicate with her.

“…” There was no response, only silence.

“She doesn’t answer,” I told Phoche.

“She has answered, but not in a voice,” Phoche said.

“Then how did she answer?” I asked.

“Can you hear me? I’m already in your thoughts,” a voice arose in my thoughts.

“Oh, oh, I can hear you. I thought it would be a voice like when I talk to Phoche. I
apologize,” I replied in my thoughts.

“I don’t have a physical form like you, and I never have. I have always been as I am.
Welcome to my heart. Here, you can ask me anything you want to know about this
world. I have information about everything from its beginning.”

“Uh, uh, do you… no, do you have a name that’s easy for me to call you?” I asked, not
knowing what to call her.

“People have called me many names, but there is one name that I like very much. They
call me ‘Phasutha.’ You can call me that,” she suggested.

“Okay, Phasutha,” I replied, calling her name. “Why doesn’t the voice I hear feel like
you’re a woman?” I observed from my feelings.

“What you feel is correct because I don’t have a physical form, which of course means I
don’t have a gender. But in the past, when people began to know my being, they
defined my being as a ‘mother’ because everything in me is about giving birth,
nurturing, protecting, and providing coolness, abundance, and completeness to
everything. These feelings are similar to what they are familiar with, which is
motherhood,” she explained.

“I understand.”
“I rarely converse with anyone. I am very pleased to converse with you. I feel good and
excited to have such close interaction. In the past, I didn’t converse with anyone
because no one ever came to converse with me.” she said.
“Really? Never conversed with anyone? You must be very lonely,” I asked.
“If you mean conversing like this, this is the first time since I came into being because
no one has ever been this close to me. But if you mean communicating with various
forms by sending feelings to everyone, including God, to tell them about the painful
situation I am experiencing, then I communicate regularly. But whether anyone
responds depends on how much attention they pay. Most of the time, only God and the
higher-dimensional beings respond. Humans like you only respond once every
thousand or two thousand years,” she answered.
“What kind of painful situation are you experiencing? Can you tell me about it?” I
offered.
“Everything on Earth is part of me, including you. Therefore, oppression, destruction,
manipulation, violation, neglect, and lack of care are all activities that cause me pain. If
you compare it to your body, you would feel pain just like me if your mouth bit your
own arm, if your hand stabbed your own eye with a sharp object, if your feet only
walked on sharp thorns. If each part of your body kept hurting each other, the one who
would feel the most pain would be you. Right now, my body is in such a state of trauma.
My body needs healing, and sometimes it may be necessary to cut away some of the
diseased flesh to save the healthy parts. That makes me even more painful because it
means I am about to lose some of my organs. Right now, I am like lying down waiting
for the doctor to take me into major surgery, and that time is getting closer,” she
explained.
“Who is the doctor? And what is the diseased flesh?” I asked naively.
“I will have to tell you the whole story from the past first so that you can understand
the background,” she suggested.

“That sounds good.”

“Have you ever heard of the words ‘doomsday,’ ‘judgment day,’ or anything like that?”
she asked.

“Yes, I have. I’ve heard about these things since my father’s generation,” I replied.

“In fact, these things have been talked about for much longer than that, and in every
culture. Do you know why?” she explained and asked.

“Indeed. Why is that?” I asked immediately.

“Because this matter has been specified for a long time. Those who are known to be
able to access knowledge from the universe, or in simple terms, can understand the
telepathic language used throughout the universe, including the higher-dimensional
beings who are responsible for maintaining various areas, including myself and God
who communicate with each other, they know these stories well. The first reason is
that they know the schedule of the universe, knowing in advance that when the time
comes to the present, it will be a time of great change. It’s like you are currently in
November, and you know in advance that at the end of December, there will be a new
year, which everyone in the world knows. It’s similar to what I’m explaining, that
everyone in the universe knows what will happen when that day comes,” she began to
explain.

“So, doomsday is on the universe’s calendar?” I asked.

“Yes… but the meaning of the word ‘doomsday’ may not be entirely accurate. This is
because when it is passed down and communicated over a long period of time, some
information may be lost, especially with humans who tend to be interested only in
things that affect them personally. So, stories of disasters are particularly emphasized,”
she explained.

“Then what is the true meaning of the word doomsday?” I asked.

“If I say that December 31st is the last day of the year, how would you understand it?”
she asked.

“Hmm… it doesn’t seem to be anything. When the year ends, a new year begins,” I
replied.

“Correct… as you said, it’s nothing. In my meaning, it’s the end of a very large cycle of
time. And it makes everyone expect that when this schedule arrives, we throughout the
universe will all come together to make new and better things. Anything that is bad,
that is an accumulated problem, we will take the opportunity to clear it all away to be
worthy of entering this new cycle. In fact, it’s no different from you humans who, when
the new year comes, intend to change yourselves, intend to clear away old things,
change into new clothes, or intend to do new and better things,” she elaborated.

“Hmm… then doomsday has nothing to do with disasters, and our world won’t be
destroyed either, right?” I asked.

“You could say it’s related, and you could say it’s not. Higher-dimensional beings know
well how it’s related and how it’s not. But what’s certain is that the world will not be
destroyed because that would mean my death as well,” Phasutha answered.

“I don’t think your answer helps much,” I subtly mocked.

“Be patient, I’m about to explain. Besides knowing that this time is the time of the end
of a large cycle to step into a new cycle, higher-dimensional beings throughout the
universe also know what the old problems are that need to be cleared away, what the new things are that are about to happen. They know because they communicate with
each other all the time. And this is the second reason. Because the world, which means
myself, is the problem that needs to be cleared away, and all of them, including you, are
the ‘doctors’ I am waiting for,” she explained.

“Does it involve me too?” I asked immediately.

“It involves you directly because everyone is waiting for a signal from you,” Phasutha
answered.

“There must be some mistake. Waiting for me, someone who knows nothing about
anything?” I protested.